where was the sun, o dear friend?
Hiding beneath the wormwood and drinking his gin.
And as he sank below the solemn shore
Did you go aft, old friend, now foe?
I'm also going to the beach later to get my friend's van. Two hours away. And we don't even get to stare at any hot ladies. Bummer? Bummer.
At least I'll have a hot lady with me in my mind.
ANyway, life hasn't been too terrible to me lately but I did cut my foot last night and my ankle hurts beyond all hell. I guess that's what wrestling will do to you eh?
But, the band that opened for them, Two Gallants, completely blew me away. They picked their guitar and banged their drums. Their lyrics were great.
and all I could think of was wanting that as well; to play in the sweltering heat to a bunch of people and have them listen to something I've created.
I need to get on the ball.
You might have seen me 'neath the pool hall lights.
Well baby I go back each night.
If you got a throat I got a knife.
Steady rollin', I keep goin'.
Well I come from the old time baby,
too late for you to save me.
If I remain then I'm to blame.
But if you should ever need me,
I'll go where'er you lead me.
It's all the same, the same old game.
I don't mind how quick the seasons change.
You know to me they's every one the same.
The sweetest sunshine drips the drain.
Death's comin', I'm still runnin'.
Well I come from the old time baby,
too late for you to save me.
If I remain then I'm to blame.
But if you should ever need me,
I'll go where'er you lead me.
It's all the same, the same old game.
My lovin' lady she's a ball and chain.
I still can travel but my speed has changed.
I bring the money, I take the blame.
Steady rollin', I keep goin'.
But I shot my wife today,
dropped her body in the Frisco bay.
I had no choice it was the only way.
Death's comin', I'm still runnin'.
Well I come from the old time baby,
too late for you to save me.
If I remain then I'm to blame.
But if you should ever need me,
I'll go where'er you lead me.
It's all the same, the same old game.
Out waltzin' with the Holy Ghost,
from the Bowery to the Barbary Coast.
The land I'm from you know I love the most.
Steady rollin', I keep goin'.
And everyday is just another town.
The more I search you know the less I've found.
Me, I'm a sucker, just a slave to sound.
Death's comin', I'm still runnin'.
Well I come from the old town baby,
where all the kids are crazy.
If I remain then I'm to blame.
But if you should ever need me,
I'll go where'er you lead me.
It's all the same, the same old game.
I don't know how I feel about anything anymore. Why do i worry so much about shit that I'm not going to be able to do anything about?
Yeah, i like her alot, but logistically, would it really work out?
I guess not unless one of us were to move to be with the other and with her having someone already, I probably should start looking somewhere else.
I really don't want to do that though, I really, really like her. Like really a lot.
fuck
more than i can take?
will i only harvest some?
as the days fly past
will we lose our grasp
or fuse it in the sun?
did she wake you up
to tell you that
it was only a change of plan?
dream up, dream up,
let me fill your cup
with the promise of a man.
Question the First: What are your thoughts on god and the origin of man?
Question the second: What are three songs you could lsiten to every day, over and over again?
I do do that a lot.
I honestly care for you and I hope you don't think I'm full of shit ( I don't know how to explain to you that I'm not). I wish I could be there to help lift boxes for you.
anyway.
I swear it wouldn't happen if we were to become involved.
hmm. Nothing comes to mind. Damn. Oh well. Go figure.
Anyway, here's the lyrics:
What am I doing awake?
If I could get you off my mind
Maybe I would get some sleep.
I know you're far away girl
Up where the cardinal flies
And I would walk forever
Just to have you by my side
I have your picture on my mirror
Your eyes as big as moons
And oh how it makes me smile
Every time I take a look
The mockingbirds with their feathers
Always try to catch my eye
But none compare to the cardinal
Whose beauty overshadows them all
If I had wings I would spread them
And fly far, far away
To the land of the cardinal
and make a nest with her
The tune I've been playing with it is very reminiscent of a classic country song. Like Hank Sr and such. Hopefully, I will have a recording of it soon.
It's back. Kind of weird. it's not like a I'm a dirty fucker or anything. I keep myself clean.
I'm hoping to get some antibiotics soon and get rid of him.
Help me think of a name. Maybe Sir Francis Wofenstein. Hmmm.
Anyway, happy American Independence Day. I hope it was good for you.
Which is sad.
Anyway, we've been writing a lot lately and hopefully we can get some shows and everything soon.
As for myself, this past week has been a lot better than the previous.
I talked to addie for about 2 minutes last night, but that little lady always has a way of bringing a smile to my face no matetr what mood I'm in.
and that's all folks.
why does it seem like i'll never feel reciprocal love...of course i am only 22. But I have also never had a real girlfriend.
The last bit makes me feel as if I am somehow undesirable. I'm a nice guy, I like to be chivalrous and make people laugh.
But apparently, there is something that women can sense about me that leaves as just a good friend.
any thoughts?
...my heart aches a bit. Though, i have not said this to make anyone feel guilty or bad or anything, I am just saying. One can not help but feel the need to be loved by someone who can physically hold them. I am jealous of that young man lucky enough to do so...
My stomach aches from the slip n slide last night. Totally bad ass fun that was. I felt like a 6 year old. Except fat and hairy.
But I feel pretty decent otherwise.
My friend liked the painting I did for her, so I am pretty happy with that. It makes me want to do more.
It's just a shame that everything I paint looks like a cartoon.
hahaha.
- Music:Jimi Hendrix-Foxy Lady
Living here is pretty much killing me. I've never been this stressed before in my entire life.
I need to get away for a week or two and come back to a new house or something.
Oh, I love you btw. :)
And I would make sure you, sir, were strapped firmly to a chair in the front row.
kaboom motherfucker.
I just need to get out.
It seems, however that he just lied to the doctors about his leg and they let him go from the hospital without proper treatment.
It's aggrivating, he's mad at us now because of it. I don't think I care that he's mad, I am more upset that he doesn't want to fix himself.
Yep.
that's all I got.
But, it brings about the whole permanence thing. I don't know if I want to do this forever. I'd really like to get back to school, do something I like doing.
I mean, I like Moe's fine, but it'd be hard to work full time and go to school and right now, bills have to be paid so the job is top priority.
I've also been thinking about moving away. Far away. I need fresh air man. I need new faces. I am sick of living in a 3 bedroom house with 6 other people.
Also, I got to take a pretty bad ass picture.
I love you.
That's really all I have to say. Hahaha
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